Everybody needs somebody to love

Je t'aime or I love you is the magic formula. It doesn't mean anything, it's just an oath sworn to the present, not to the future.

But saying it to somebody is always pleasant as long as you feel it. In the first step of my messy life, month one AFTBU (After The Break Up) I met someone and I told her What-you-should-not-say according to the Love Gurus. Ok, it lasted one month and ended up really badly but when I was really believing when I said the word. Or I was more in love with the idea of being in love than with her. In any event, but I hadn't anticipated that outcome and to be frank, I don't give a damn (courtesy of R. B.).
But when you dont have anyone around you, you just keep these words as a precious gift. And I've noticed lately that whether when I'm turning off the light or when am lost in my thoughts I say it aloud, in a whisper. And right after I just realize I don't know who I'm talking to. I'm just whispering these words to an unknown love, having yet to make her entrance on the stage of my ...messy life.

?

Welcome to the show! I'm M., a French guy who's 34 and now single. Everything is falling down and I'm trying to put the remaining parts of my so-called sentimental life together. Welcome to my Messy Life!